Today is the 28th June 2010 . It's been almost two months since i last blogged a post . This is a blog post direct from Brunei . . . and i'm flying back to Singapore later today .

Well, maybe this time i've spent more time with my husband as compared to previous visits . Thinking back now, indeed it is, and it makes this flight back to home really reluctant . They all say one year is gonna be fast, but i don't see it . I don't see it at all . It's so slow that i can bearly feel that it's been passing, even though the fact is there's half a year left .

This time, my flight back clashes with some VIP visit, thus making it impossible for my husband to send me to the airport . I can't describe how much i wanted to leave this place for good, i mean, together with my husband . Not that i'm finding it boring, oh well, it is boring .

The food here sucks, even the Mcdonald's taste weird, and the food is almost as much as one you would be paying in Singapore, or maybe cheaper . Infrastructure is only acceptable on highways, single way roads along the household areas are disastrous; dirty, fulla up and downs and some not even made with tar because it's basically just rocks .

But sometimes there's is no choice . When you want things to be better you have to give up some other things . Just like the human hands, when you have candies on both of your hands, you have to give up those candies if you desire a big lollipop that's placed right in front of you .

Those times when i lie in bed finding a way to sleep, i always end up thinking about things that affect me . It happened a lot lately but i'm always back to happy mood with my husband around . Now that it's gonna be a period of lonely life again i'm not sure if i'm gonna be happy always .

Because i know i'll miss my husband so much . Even now, although i'm still in Brunei .

I'm gonna have to blog again when i reach back home in Singapore .